{"id":12887,"date":"2024-09-30T07:52:47","date_gmt":"2024-09-30T07:52:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/?p=12887"},"modified":"2024-09-30T07:52:51","modified_gmt":"2024-09-30T07:52:51","slug":"kalemin-suskunlugu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/kalemin-suskunlugu\/","title":{"rendered":"Kalemin Suskunlu\u011fu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><em>Her c\u00fcmle, her paragraf, i\u00e7imdeki duygular\u0131n bir yans\u0131mas\u0131yd\u0131. Belki de yazmak, benim i\u00e7in bir ka\u00e7\u0131<\/em><\/strong><strong><em>\u015f <\/em><\/strong><strong><em>noktas\u0131, bir s\u0131<\/em><\/strong><strong><em>\u011f<\/em><\/strong><strong><em>\u0131nakt\u0131. Bilemiyorum. Fakat zaman i\u00e7imde bir bo\u015fluk hissettirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Peki ya bu bo\u015flu\u011fu nas\u0131l dolduracakt\u0131m? Yetersizlik duygusu, kalemimi a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Kelimelerim sessizle\u015fti. \u0130\u00e7imdeki ilham ate\u015fi s\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yetersizlik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131k\u00e7a kalemimi b\u0131rakma iste\u011fim art\u0131yordu. Her sayfa, bir \u00f6ncekinin g\u00f6lgesinde kalmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ve kalemimi indirdim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Sanki i\u00e7imdeki bir par\u00e7ay\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f gibiydim. Yazmak benim i\u00e7in nefes almakla e\u015fde\u011ferdi. Ruhumun bir par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131. Her sat\u0131rda kendimden bir par\u00e7a bulur, her hikayeyle yeniden do\u011fard\u0131m. Ancak hayat, bazen ruhumuzun bir par\u00e7as\u0131ndan kopar\u0131r. En sevdi\u011fimiz \u015feylerden vazge\u00e7memizi gerektirir. Getirdi\u011fi sorumluluklar aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p kal\u0131rs\u0131n. O zaman sadece sab\u0131rla beklemek gerekir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Belki bir g\u00fcn, tekrardan kalemi elime alacak cesareti bulurum.<\/em><\/strong><strong><em> <\/em><\/strong><strong><em>Ve o g\u00fcn geldi\u011fin de kelimelerle yeniden d\u00fcnyalar yaratabilece\u011fimi biliyorum. O g\u00fcn ne zaman gelir bilmiyorum fakat beklemeye de\u011fece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyorum, her son asl\u0131nda yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n habercisidir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<div style='text-align:left' class='yasr-auto-insert-visitor'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her c\u00fcmle, her paragraf, i\u00e7imdeki duygular\u0131n bir yans\u0131mas\u0131yd\u0131. Belki de yazmak, benim i\u00e7in bir ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f noktas\u0131, bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131. Bilemiyorum. Fakat zaman i\u00e7imde bir bo\u015fluk hissettirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Peki ya bu bo\u015flu\u011fu nas\u0131l dolduracakt\u0131m? Yetersizlik duygusu, kalemimi a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Kelimelerim sessizle\u015fti. \u0130\u00e7imdeki ilham ate\u015fi s\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yetersizlik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131k\u00e7a kalemimi b\u0131rakma iste\u011fim art\u0131yordu. Her sayfa, bir \u00f6ncekinin<a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/kalemin-suskunlugu\/\"><br \/>-> Okumaya Devam Et <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  Kalemin Suskunlu\u011fu<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":785,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"yasr_overall_rating":0,"yasr_post_is_review":"","yasr_auto_insert_disabled":"","yasr_review_type":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[125,30],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12887","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel-en","category-gezi"],"yasr_visitor_votes":{"stars_attributes":{"read_only":true,"span_bottom":"<div class='yasr-small-block-bold'><span class='yasr-visitor-votes-must-sign-in'>You must sign in to vote<\/span><\/div>"},"number_of_votes":2,"sum_votes":7},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12887","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/785"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12887"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12887\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12888,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12887\/revisions\/12888"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12887"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12887"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12887"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}