{"id":1785,"date":"2019-01-24T15:45:20","date_gmt":"2019-01-24T15:45:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/?p=1785"},"modified":"2019-01-24T15:45:21","modified_gmt":"2019-01-24T15:45:21","slug":"bahar-gulu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/bahar-gulu\/","title":{"rendered":"Bahar G\u00fcl\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ak\u015famd\u0131 ad\u0131 bahar m\u0131 g\u00fcl m\u00fc g\u00fcz m\u00fc ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fte g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 <\/span>
biraz dalg\u0131n sesi titrek selam vermemi\u015ftim oysa belki de k\u0131rd\u0131m istemeyerek <\/span>
h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 boyam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 <\/span>
y\u00fcz\u00fc sonbahar h\u00fczn\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015fe benziyordu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc birden bire geldi beklemiyordum <\/span>
keskin bir b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi sapland\u0131 akl\u0131ma hep b\u00f6yle cana yak\u0131n m\u0131 bakar acaba? <\/span>
Ak\u015famd\u0131 uzak bir deniz kenar\u0131nda oturmu\u015f efkar yak\u0131yordum <\/span>
karanl\u0131k tutmu\u015ftu yollar\u0131 kim bilir kimin boynundayd\u0131 <\/span>
kollar\u0131 gecelerdir k\u00f6t\u00fcmserdim sakallar\u0131m\u0131 uzatm\u0131\u015f durup durup uzaklar\u0131 dinlemi\u015ftim <\/span>
belki de bir zehirli g\u00f6z taraf\u0131ndan zehirlenmi\u015ftim <\/span>
telefonu geldi aniden dilinde kelimeler bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu <\/span>
dilinde kelimeler silerek bilmeyerek bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu <\/span>
g\u00fclerek yaz ge\u00e7ti k\u0131\u015f ge\u00e7ti benden bir bahar ge\u00e7ti <\/span>ben bahardan ge\u00e7medim <\/span>
Ak\u015famd\u0131 Uyan\u0131kt\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131mda oturuyordum \u0130stanbul m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyordu. <\/span>
\u015eimdi ne yap\u0131yordu ne yemi\u015f ne i\u00e7mi\u015fti <\/span>
nerede dans etmi\u015fti g\u00f6zleri dolu muydu yoksa d\u00fc\u015fleri dolu muydu <\/span>
neyse neyse bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek istemiyordum kan\u0131ma girmi\u015fti bir kere <\/span>
sanki ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde eli elimdeydi ya\u015famak sevmekten ge\u00e7er diyerek <\/span>
belki de sevdim isteyerek…. <\/span>
Sabaht\u0131 O yoktu ben y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p gitmi\u015ftim <\/span>
bir daha ne zaman nerede ne olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ikimizde bilmiyorduk. <\/span>
Belki yeni ba\u015flayacakt\u0131k belki hi\u00e7 ba\u015flamayacakt\u0131k belki de ba\u015flay\u0131p bitirmi\u015ftik <\/span>
Belki de Belki de…<\/span><\/p>\n

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