{"id":1803,"date":"2019-01-24T16:08:19","date_gmt":"2019-01-24T16:08:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/?p=1803"},"modified":"2019-01-24T16:08:22","modified_gmt":"2019-01-24T16:08:22","slug":"kaldirimlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/kaldirimlar\/","title":{"rendered":"Kald\u0131r\u0131mlar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Sokaktay\u0131m, kimsesiz bir sokak ortas\u0131nda;\nY\u00fcr\u00fcyorum, arkama bakmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum.\nYolumun karanl\u0131\u011fa saplanan noktas\u0131nda,\nSanki beni bekleyen bir hayal g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.\n\nKara g\u00f6kler k\u00fcl rengi bulutlarla kapan\u0131k;\nEvlerin bacas\u0131n\u0131 kolluyor y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar.\n\u0130n cin uykuda, yaln\u0131z iki yolda\u015f uyan\u0131k;\nBiri benim, biri de serseri kald\u0131r\u0131mlar.\n\n\u0130\u00e7imde damla damla bir korku birikiyor;\nSan\u0131yorum, her sokak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kesmi\u015f devler...\n\u00dcst\u00fcme camlar\u0131n\u0131, hep simsiyah, dikiyor;\nG\u00f6z\u00fcne mil \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bir \u00e2m\u00e2 gibi evler.\n\nKald\u0131r\u0131mlar, \u00e7ileke\u015f yaln\u0131zlar\u0131n annesi;\nKald\u0131r\u0131mlar, i\u00e7imde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir insand\u0131r.\nKald\u0131r\u0131mlar, duyulur, ses kesilince sesi;\nKald\u0131r\u0131mlar, i\u00e7imde k\u0131vr\u0131lan bir lisand\u0131r.\n\nBana d\u00fc\u015fmez can vermek, yumu\u015fak bir kucakta;\nBen bu kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n emzirdi\u011fi \u00e7ocu\u011fum!\nAman, sabah olmas\u0131n, bu karanl\u0131k sokakta;\nBu karanl\u0131k sokakta bitmesin yolculu\u011fum!\n\nBen gideyim, yol gitsin, ben gideyim, yol gitsin;\n\u0130ki yan\u0131mdan aks\u0131n, bir sel gibi fenerler.\nTak, tak, ayak sesimi a\u00e7 k\u00f6pekler i\u015fitsin;\nYolumun zafer t\u00e2k\u0131, g\u00f6lgeden ta\u015f kemerler.\n\nNe sabah\u0131 g\u00f6reyim, ne sabah g\u00f6r\u00fcneyim;\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczler size kals\u0131n, verin karanl\u0131klar\u0131!\nIslak bir yorgan gibi, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcneyim;\n\u00d6rt\u00fcn, \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00f6rt\u00fcn, serin karanl\u0131klar\u0131.\n\nUzan\u0131verse g\u00f6vdem, ta\u015flara boydan boya;\nAlsa buz gibi ta\u015flar aln\u0131mdan bu ate\u015fi.\nDal\u0131p, sokaklar kadar esrarl\u0131 bir uykuya,\n\u00d6lse, kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n kara sevdal\u0131 e\u015fi...\n\nII
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bir gayeye satm\u0131\u015f bir kahraman gibi,\nEtinle, kemi\u011finle, sokaklar\u0131n mal\u0131s\u0131n!\nKurulup \u015filtesine bir tahtaravan gibi,\nSonsuz mesafelerin \u00fcst\u00fcnden a\u015fmal\u0131s\u0131n!\n\nFahi\u015fe yataklardan ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnden beri,\nErimi\u015f ruhlar\u0131n\u0131z bir derdin potas\u0131nda.\nSenin g\u00f6lgeni i\u00e7mi\u015f, onun g\u00f6zbebekleri;\nOnun ta\u015f\u0131 erimi\u015f, senin kafatas\u0131nda.\n\n\u0130kinizin de ne e\u015f, ne arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131z var;\nS\u00fck\u00fbt gibi m\u00fcnzev\u00ee, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k gibi h\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz.\nD\u00fcnyada ta\u015f\u0131nacak bir kuru ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z var;\nOnu da, hangi diyar olsa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz.\n\nYa\u011f\u0131z atl\u0131 s\u00fcvari, ko\u015ftur, at\u0131n\u0131, ko\u015ftur!\nSonunda kabre \u00e7\u0131kar bu yolun k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131.\nNe kald\u0131r\u0131mlar kadar seni anlayan olur...\nNe senin anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n kadar, kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131...\n\nIII\n\nBir esmer kad\u0131nd\u0131r ki, kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda gece,\nVecd i\u00e7inde ba\u015f\u0131 dik, hayalini s\u00fcr\u00fckler.\nSimsiyah g\u00f6zlerine, bir \u00e2n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm de\u011fince,\nYolumu bekleyen gen\u00e7, haydi d\u00fc\u015f pe\u015fime der.\n\nOndan bir temas gibi r\u00fczg\u00e2r beni b\u00fcr\u00fcr de,\nTutmak, tutmak isterim, onu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme al\u0131p.\nBir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yeti\u015femem, fecre kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcr de,\nHeyhat, o bir ince ruh, bense etten bir kal\u0131p.\n\nArkamdan bir kahkaha duysam yaralan\u0131r\u0131m;\nOnu bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na r\u00e2m oluyor san\u0131r\u0131m,\nG\u00f6rsem pencerelerde soyunan bir karalt\u0131.\n\nVars\u0131n, bug\u00fcn bir ac\u0131 duymas\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131mdan;\nBana rahat bir d\u00f6\u015fek serince yerin alt\u0131,\nBilirim, kalkmayacak, bir y\u00e2r gibi ba\u015f\u0131mdan...<\/pre>\n
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