{"id":8936,"date":"2019-12-04T09:19:39","date_gmt":"2019-12-04T09:19:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/?p=8936"},"modified":"2019-12-04T09:19:40","modified_gmt":"2019-12-04T09:19:40","slug":"gercekler-bolum1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cocukyazarlarkutuphanesi.com\/wps\/gercekler-bolum1\/","title":{"rendered":"GER\u00c7EKLER B\u00d6L\u00dcM:1"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0 \u00a0<strong>Merhaba ben Sahra\u00a0 16 ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m.Bu benim her g\u00fcn biraz daha ger\u00e7ekleri \u00f6\u011frenerek ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fim hayat hikayem.Bazen ger\u00e7eklerden b\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatta hayat\u0131m\u0131n yalanlar\u0131n \u00fczerine kuruldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bile oldu.Benim hikayem 11 ya\u015f\u0131mda anne ve babam\u0131n ayr\u0131lmas\u0131yla ba\u015flad\u0131.Ve ben o zamanlar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in \u00e7ok bu i\u015flerden anlam\u0131yordum.Taa ki arkada\u015flar\u0131m bu durumu \u00f6\u011frene dek.Herkes benimle alay etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.Ben bu olanlara \u00e7ok ald\u0131rm\u0131yordum ama sanki onlar konu\u015ftuk\u00e7a ben karanl\u0131kla\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>Bir an \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klarla sinir krizleri ge\u00e7irmekten \u00e7ok korkuyordum.Taa ki o g\u00fcne kadar yine arkada\u015flar\u0131m benle alay ediyordu.Sonunda duramad\u0131m \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bast\u0131m ve herkes ba\u015f\u0131ma topland\u0131.\u00d6n\u00fcme gelen her k\u0131za yada erke\u011fe vuruyordum.\u00c7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,delirmi\u015ftim ve bir sava\u015f ba\u015flatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m i\u00e7imde.Ve zaten sonrada uzunca bir depresyona kap\u0131ld\u0131m.Art\u0131k kendimi sadece y\u00fcr\u00fcyen ruhtan ba\u015fka bir saym\u0131yordum.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>Bir g\u00fcn ben atak gibi bir \u015fey ge\u00e7irdim.Annem beni hastahaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc bana o g\u00fcn en b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015fatt\u0131lar bana deli teh\u015fisi koymu\u015flard\u0131.Zorla bana ila\u00e7lar i\u00e7irdiler ben her g\u00fcn deli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 onlara ispatlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama beni dinlemediler.Bir g\u00fcn ben odamdayken bir k\u0131z\u0131n yada hem\u015firenin bana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.Takmad\u0131m.Ama beni \u00e7ok dikkatli izliyordu.Korkmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.Sonunda i\u00e7eri girdi.Ama hem\u015fire de\u011fildi.Bunu anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.Ve bana tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra \u00f6yle \u015feyler dedi ki&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<div style='text-align:left' 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